極限..

對某某事情某某人已經忍無可忍..

不是挑戰極限

而是已經超越我的極限
超越我可以忍受的程度

忍一時風平浪靜..已經忍到發起海嘯警報.
退一步海闊天空..已經退到快掉進懸崖.

走進文字的世界..

覺得時間過的很快
快的我有點不知所措

煩惱不停累積
不懂下一步該怎麽走
不懂該如何做決定
不懂該把什麽放第一位

選擇把自己帶進文字裏
投入文字的懷抱
尋求心靈上的
一些解放
一些安慰
一些依賴

四月啊四月..

好不容易挨過了三月
以爲最難挨的都已結束

原來四月比三月更難挨
煩惱壓力霉運持續加溫

煩這煩那
煩東煩西
壓力壓得我死死的
加上
割傷敲頭跌倒
傷了又傷

我快瘋了!

思念的空氣..

一個夜晚
一本書
一段文字
一份感動;

一段感情
一個句點
一些遺憾
一份瀟灑..

I do..

It's always been about me myself and I
If all relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy to say that our love wouldn't last
That was the only way I knew to that you

You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can live without it, I can let it go
Ooh, I did, I get myself into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust and never feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
Wooh Can I get myself into
You make we wanna say

Me a family, a house a family
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I'm old and sit next to you.

And when we remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no

I won't live without it, I won't let it go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you

深爱的能力..

有的人
认真爱过一次以后就不敢再随便爱了

因为
怕重蹈覆辙
怕感情的伤害
怕心灵变得更累

我们都失去了
深爱的能力..

夢醒了..

我想起你描述夢想天堂的樣子　手指著遠方畫出一棟一棟房子
你傻笑的表情又那麼誠實　所有的信任是從那一刻開始

你給我一個到那片天空的地址　只因為太高摔得我血流不止
帶著傷口回到當初背叛的城市　唯一收容我的卻是自己的影子

想跟著你一輩子　至少這樣的世界沒有現實
想賴著你一輩子　做你感情裡最後一個天使

如果夢醒時還在一起　請容許我們相依為命
絢爛也許一時　平淡走完一世　是我選擇你這樣的男子
就怕夢醒時已分兩地　誰也挽不回這場分離
愛恨可以不分　責任可以不問　天亮了　我還是不是你的女人




喜歡這首歌..
不管是王菲還是hebe的版本..

Remember when..

Remember when I cried to you a thousand times
I told you everything
You know my feelings
It never crossed my mind
That there would be a time
For us to say goodbye
What a big surprise

But I’m not lost
I’m not gone
I haven’t forgot

These feelings I can’t shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I’m not coming back around
These feelings I can’t take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It’s getting harder to pretend
And I’m not coming back around again
Remember when…

I remember when
It was together ‘til the end
Now I’m alone again
Where do I begin?
I cried a little bit
You died a little bit
Please say there’s no regrets
And say you won’t forget

That was then
Now it’s the end
I’m not coming back
I can’t pretend
Remember When

These feelings I can’t shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I’m not coming back around
These feelings I can’t take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It’s getting harder to pretend
And I’m not coming back around again

感觸..珍惜

星期六早上到舅舅家載外婆一起囘TM.

看見外婆從遠處提着東西走來.
趕緊下車去幫忙.
牽着外婆的手越過馬路.
是感觸.

突然有種想落淚的衝動.
外婆老了.
人容易疲累.
記性也變差了.

外婆會不會忘了我?

會不會記不起我這個外孫女?

把外婆安全送回家.

回到家后,媽咪說她煮了粿條.

媽咪的愛心炒粿條.

再由我這個送貨員快遞到外婆家.

之後與媽咪共進午餐.
她說粿條炒得有點淡.

放心..再淡我也會把它掃光光.

喜歡回家.
喜歡這種簡單的幸福.
喜歡和家人一起的時光.

不過這星期少了妹妹.
有她就會更幸福.

期待下星期..與妹妹一起回家.

冷漠..

最好的报复不是仇恨,
而是打心底发出的冷淡,
干嘛花力气去恨一个不相干的人.

------亦舒


如果有一天我對你冷漠,
或許不是一時的意氣用事,
而是你已經不再重要.